No reason why I should tear on the night that I got so emotional, just couldnot control myself.

Sometimes, I just feel tired of persuading others.

Sometimes, I feel that I should not be so forceful.

Sometimes, I feel I should be more understanding towards the tired you.

Sometimes I wish someone will be there for me when I tear up.

Sometimes, I wonder how long everything will last.

Just wondering if I could hang on to the very last moment. 

Sick and tired of being like a crying baby, tearing alone in my room and waking up with swollen eyes next day.

How I wish I could rest on my bed and into my deep sleep forever.

Ps: not a suicide note lol.

Hi blog, I'm back again after more than a year of hiatus.

Time flies, and I'm in my current job near to 1 year already.
I can say this journey is so tough, yet im grateful for the friends I have made in the company, help and push each other , make me so positive.
Life here seem like a roller coaster, goes up and down, emotionally and physically.

I'm finally applying leave to go taiwan with my bf to take a short break.
Honestly, I have not been out of Singapore for a year already.
These two days of leave are so important to me and it was not easy for my bf to get his leave approved.

It was also difficult for me to submit my leave form as my director was questioning me. But my direct mentor was behind me to help me answer her, helping me to get my leave approved.

I know I have yet to get confirmed, no entitled leave but humans also need some rest right? I also wish to get confirmed soon.

I'm really touched by my two mentors for their words and actions , reassuring me to go ahead with my holiday plan without any worries.

Thankful for all the wonderful colleagues 😍