Love for Everything

Here's the only place I can rant of my unhappiness and sorrows .

SERIOUSLY I REALLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE. YOU ARE IN NO POSITION TO SAY US. JUST A TYPICAL BASTARD.WO REN NI REN HENG JIU LIAO.YOU THINK YOUR VOICE LOUD I WILL BE AFRAID OF YOU? I HAVE ALREADY REALISED THAT I AM ALREADY IMMUNE TO YOUR YELLING.LAST TIME WHEN I WAS YOUNG I WILL CRY THE MOMENT YOU SHOUTED AT ME.SORRY NOW NOT THE SAME ANYMORE. EVERYTHING ALSO THINK YOU ARE RIGHT.YOU ARE JUST A STUBBORN PERSON. I REALLY SWEAR I WOULD NOT LIVE UNDER THE SAME ROOF AS YOU WHEN I GROW UP. MAYBE PEOPLE THINK I JUST SAY EVERYTHING OUT OF ANGER BUT NO IS NOT. FEW DAYS AGO I WENT OUT WITH MUM THEN SHE H2H TALK WITH ME.I CAN REALLY FEEL HER 痛苦.NO MATTER HOW GOOD YOU TREAT ME IN THE FUTURE I WILL STILL HATE YOU FOREVER.EVERYTHING ALSO BLAME MUM.THAT TIME GO GAMBLE LOSE MONEY ALSO HER.PLEASE LA, SHE ASKED YOU STOP GAMBLING WHEN YOU ALREADY LOST MUCH MONEY, YOU DONT WANT LISTEN. AT THE END OF IT BLAMED MUM SAY IT WAS HER FAULT TO HAI NI LOSE . WTF ? THEN YOU ASKED HER TO GO WITH YOU FOR WHAT? THEN FRIDAY YOU JUST BOUGHT UR NEW PHONE. THEN YTD ASKED BRO TO HELP YOU DL GAMES OR WHATEVER SHIT. YOU TOLD HIM UR FREN'S SON HELPED HIM DL GAME WITH DEBIT OR WHATEVER SAI, BUT THE PROBLEM IS HOW BRO KNOWS WHEN HE DOESNOT OWE THE SAME PHONE ? THEN SAY NEGATIVE THINGS ABOUT HIM. PLEASE LA, ZHE YANG LI HAI ZI JI ZUO LA. WO KAN DAO JIU YI DU ZI QI. SOMEMORE SCOLDED MUM ON THE PHONE BECAUSE OF THIS AND MY PROBLEM. YOU THINK MUM LIVES FOR YOU TO SCOLD ? YOU THINK WE ENTERED POLY IS LOUSY? PLEASE LA. WHAT FOR YOU MARRY MUM IN THE FIRST PLACE. WHAT FOR YOU FLIRT AND GAO SO MUCH WITH SO MANY GIRLS. YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SCOLD WE ALL? SERIOUSLY NO ONE OUTSIDE THE FAMILY CAN UNDERSTAND HOW WE ALL FELT FOR THE PAST YEARS. I SERIOUSLY FEEL SO SAD FOR MUM. SHE SAID IN THE PAST SHE WAS SO BLIND. SHE HAD OTHER BETTER CHOICES BUT SHE CHOSE YOU. I THINK IF PEOPLE SEE WHAT I TYPE THEY CONFIRM SAY AFTERALL YOU ARE MY DAD. THE PROBLEM IS SO WHAT IF YOU ARE MY DAD. YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO BE MY DAD. HOW I TYPE HERE MAY SEEM THAT I'M SUCH A BAD CHILD, BUT SUI NENG LIAO JIAO WO DE GAN SHOU?