No reason why I should tear on the night that I got so emotional, just couldnot control myself.

Sometimes, I just feel tired of persuading others.

Sometimes, I feel that I should not be so forceful.

Sometimes, I feel I should be more understanding towards the tired you.

Sometimes I wish someone will be there for me when I tear up.

Sometimes, I wonder how long everything will last.

Just wondering if I could hang on to the very last moment. 

Sick and tired of being like a crying baby, tearing alone in my room and waking up with swollen eyes next day.

How I wish I could rest on my bed and into my deep sleep forever.

Ps: not a suicide note lol.

Hi blog, I'm back again after more than a year of hiatus.

Time flies, and I'm in my current job near to 1 year already.
I can say this journey is so tough, yet im grateful for the friends I have made in the company, help and push each other , make me so positive.
Life here seem like a roller coaster, goes up and down, emotionally and physically.

I'm finally applying leave to go taiwan with my bf to take a short break.
Honestly, I have not been out of Singapore for a year already.
These two days of leave are so important to me and it was not easy for my bf to get his leave approved.

It was also difficult for me to submit my leave form as my director was questioning me. But my direct mentor was behind me to help me answer her, helping me to get my leave approved.

I know I have yet to get confirmed, no entitled leave but humans also need some rest right? I also wish to get confirmed soon.

I'm really touched by my two mentors for their words and actions , reassuring me to go ahead with my holiday plan without any worries.

Thankful for all the wonderful colleagues 😍

Hello Empty Space,

Now that I have finished my final semester - hopefully lol, and i'm practically jobless apart from my tuition and online small biz lololol.

Reasons why I did not look for a temporary job ------- My driving lessons... so damn burden and I hope I WILL PASS TP OMG PRAY HARDDDD ˃.<

And right now, my dearest bf flew to Brunei on 19 Nov which was few days back and he will only be back on 5th dec ː(. It has been only two days from now and I miss him like mad alrdy !!! Though he did msg me back but from 23rd Nov to 1st Dec, he is unable to do so cos he needs to go for the survival courseeeeeee noooooooooooooooooooooooo....

Anyway today I made one of the most important decision in my life ː I have signed up membership at CF! Was really contemplating over it as I bought the unlimited trial at groupon and tried my first class at Floating Yoga hahaha. A really whole new level experience. After my lesson, my consultant was explaining about the membership thingy, I thought that I should not buy into these lol. But I guess that he is really not a bad guy. I politely rejected his offer after he explained for so long lmao.

However, when I was on my way home about to board bus, he called me up and told me he talked to his boss and the boss was willingly to give me at a discount rate. I was comtemplating because I don't know if I will have the money to pay every month anot once i start work due to the fact that I needa return my mum my sch fees.

End up the monthly membership fee for me was reduced to 98 HAHAHA. Actually 135 de but then really cannot la. At least is lower than 100 dollars right. I told him I will call him back a minute and decided go for it cause is really cheap with unlimited access to the gym facilities and all kind of classes. Furthermore, the monthly fee deduction is per month basis, not a yearly thingy. The end of 12 month deposit is 98 too so in the event that I do not wish to continue my membership, I dm forfeiting the deposit haha. With this, my registration fee is eliminated (Only for Groupon members on the first day of their coupon activation if they wanna sign up for membership), and I have 2 free PT sessions and One free month at the end of 12months, so not bad right! Anyway I was actually feeling annoyed with myself cause I keep asking about the amount and cancellation stuff, you know business mind LOLOL. Come to think of it, I also quite agreed with my consultant, as he told me that once a person pays, he or she will want to commit and try their best to come. True True.. Haha. Lastly, my membership I'm also allowed to freeze for at least 3weeks in event of overseas, or work haha, a good pt for joining their membership.


Anyway the gym facilities were totally astonishing, like wasn't really expecting much but once i stepped into their toilet like OMGGG. Is super nice, bathing facilities ( Including shampoo and body shampoo lol)  , towels, locker all provided lol. The gym is also well equipped, lol first time I went to a gym need to walk so further in to go to their washroom HAHA!

Not trying to make myself feel better for the spending, but I really dont mind paying for such good facilities with regards to my own well being.

Kay nuff said, I gonna work harder for my online sales to cover up these lifestyle expenses HAHAHA.

PSː Didnot tell anyone about me signing for this membership but only bf. Esp if I tell my mum, she's definitely gonna yell at me for this.

To begin a better healthy lifestyle, the most important step is the FIRST.


xoxo.
Miss my dearest bf so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Every weekend I seem to be indulging with lots of good food. 😋

Anyway, My life just gets excited with awesome good food, be it cheap or exp.
I always feel that food is everything, everyone should enjoy food and eat whatever they want but in moderation.

I realised that the present generation gets OVERLY health conscious, which actually leads to eating disorder.
Once they drop some pounds and reach their desired weight, they will yearn for more. This in terms turn to serious matter which should be looked into.

Mass measured on the weighing scale is just an indication not a confirmation.
You can be light but not healthy ; you can be heavy yet healthy.
Its all about the mindset you have.

Yay I'm here to blog, though I know its rare for me to blog at such a timing but I just simply feel damn emotional right now.
Need a place to rant.
though I need to wake up super early for tuition tmr and I'm really feeling damn tired physically and mentally right now.

Sometimes I just wish I could think about nothing and just lay on my bed and sleep whenever I want to. Feeling so tired of everything right now though its my holiday.

I really hope I will find someone who can understand me and put themselves into my shoes.

My character of liking to explain clearly to people so others wouldnot 误解我。Cos the feeling really sucks when people misunderstand you right? 😔.

Sometimes I really feel helpless in a situation that I could do nothing but to keep my anger and annoyed feeling within me.


Also I know unforeseen circumstances would hold back time and today i just learnt that being able to find a promising person is so damn freaking hard in this world.
Please really Learn to understand others when you are doing the same things to others.

Sometimes I just wanna take a break from everything, literally EVERYTHING.

I'm back after a long hiatus :X

Hello everyone!

I guess that I'm way too free right now hence think of blogging after a long MIA haha.

First of all, I managed to pass my second semester of my university! WOOHOOO didnot score well but u'know, its pretty hard to even pass the modules so ya :P.

Anyway I had my 21st birthday Party held at the mindcafe.
It was not so much of a big party as I only invited like 25 people due to budgeting and various reasons.
Hehe. Wanna thanks those who came and especially those who helped me out.
Of course, My dearest bf <3.

Next, I just got back from a staycation with boyfriend at Quincy Hotel which was right behind Far East Plaza.
Overall, it was not bad in terms of their customer service and facilities and THE FOOD LOL.
But I think their management should amend the way they handle things, as we made reservation online and ended up waiting for 4hours for a room as they informed us that all the rooms are booked and there are also people in the waiting list.
I mean, so what's the reservation for when we still need to wait for the room on that day?
Also, they could have like put some room empty in case of such cases happen as their customers checked out late.

However on the next day, their assistant manager came personally while we were having breakfast to apologize to us and told us what we would like to have as compensation.
We didnot know how to react like cant request shamelessly for compensation and we were like 'ERRR'.
He then like thought of some choices 1) discount for next visit 2) Free In-Room Service

Apparently, the first choice is totally X . Thus, we took the second one HAHAH.


Overall

The quality of food was up to the standard though the variety was quite limited.
Bf and I really ate alot throughout the stay.

Day 1 : Pique Nique for Lunch , Hotel Muffin and Ice cream for tea break, Llao Llao for tea break, Hotel Buffet dinner ( Their fried prawns and Pasta are so DAYUM!).
This are not all as during the midnight we did YOLO stuff -- Ordered mcdonalds delivery to our hotel LOL.
the funny thing was , bf attempted to call and got rejected twice by the person as they claim that the delivery is experiencing high volume. Hence, I tried calling and actually succeeded HAHAHA. #sojoke
We ordered the fiery bundle which consists of alot for two and ate it like around 3am plus. Really get Fat tgt #Nojoke
I was actually drawing thus this depicts why i could tank until so late with my eyes opened LOL.


Day 2 : Bf and I woke up around 9am plus and went down to have the breakfast buffet #youseethiswedidnotstopeating
Afterwhich, we went to lepak in their tiny infinity pool and headed back to our room.
We ordered the most expensive dishes of the in room service as they told bf that we can order anything we want. #toomuchfood


Verdict: The most impressive thing are probably their food. However, I dont think we would come back again. #onceisenough



Anyway went to my bestie birthday party after we checked out from the hotel.
Her decoration is impressive (Y)
We went to sing at Teo Heng after her party :)

 Ohhh, I'm god damn tired after the long weekend and too lazy to go exercise :(((((.
 Must be motivated to go exercise soon liao la! #Iwantafitbodyleh

Signing off,
Fatty Cat